#projectcutisemsujana

hi. did i mention how free i feel this days now i dont have to think about exams and stuffs. now that im home; loved and original. hehehe here is a place where i can be anyone, do anything and everything or nothing and still belong. here is where people who love me the most live at, hehe to be specific, they are all virtually lived in my heart. i bring them wherever i go together, but they have to be physically somewhere.

#projectcutisemsujana is something i created for myself haha it prevent me from that mereput feeling. i get myself into something and work it out throughout the sem break. but i lack of fund this sem break. i am sooooo broke i feel like crying. oh wait i am crying (uh ah dont take it literally) without money, there is nothing much i can do for my #projectcutisemsujana. but just you wait, i take this a lesson. I AM GOING TO SAVE MONEY. hahaha put that in my 2016 resolution list okay. i am not yet get that mereput feeling but i feel quite empty. i should be working on something but now im not it feels like im wasting my time. sister told me that untunglah ateh boleh tengok drama korea. i did watch drama korea but i am not enjoying it. i want my sem break to be enjoyable though i spend it all the way in this lovely house.

i need money..... sooooo in need of money but there is no way abah gonna let me get myself a part time job. and i am not strong enough for MLM the instant kekayaan lol and my savings.... the last time i actually save money was whut i cant remember. i think i was 15. i regret spending so much but i am girl and we girls couldnt refrain ourselves you see now whos to blame. its in the blood. ask your girlfriend about it, i aint explaining huhuh if i got money maybe i could travel solo to riana's or alya's, maybe i could start making scrapbooks, or knit some booties, or sew a blouse and dresses, or paint my room pink, or cook spaghetti and bake macaroni. i couldnt sell brownies anymore now that the brownies business had become my sisters'. i tak sampai hati pulak i nak balik the business. but if the sisters are to get rich of the business, they have to name me the founder. hahah

i need plans. i need plans. i just need to come out with something. pray me lucky! xx sue