the one thing that i am always afraid of, is losing.
but these days, i have a list of what i lose recently.
i had lost a bunch of what i thought friends over a guy.
then i learn that not everyone can accept your decision and understand your action, even if you do the particular each and every time.
i had lost a guy who promise would never leave me alone.
here i am without him, questioning his honesty of being with me, of words he ever uttered and of things he ever did for me.
i had lost my grandfather who is very dear.
i had words i couldnt say now, i feel like dying because its suffocating. the death, i accept but the regrets kill each inch of my heart.
i had lost a part of my dad who remain calm after the storm.
he acted all tough but his waving voice remain ringing in my ears.
i guess you will eventually have to live with it.
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