the gift you cant you give

i always told myself that i need people around me to be happy, that i promise i would kill for their happiness. i promise to look around if they are faking it and be there for them to feel happy genuinely again. i promise to keep being silly to make them laugh when they need it.

but today.

i realized that its impossible to make everyone happy.

and i just realized that i am not capable to please everyone so they'd be happy. i need to accept the fact that sometimes you cant give something if someone doesnt want to take it.

so today, i am at peace with myself, acknowledging the very fact that i need to be happy too. i decided that i want to be happy with myself, and continue to make everyone around me happy when they allow me to give that gift to them. insyaAllah.

i am positive that i can go through this.

xx sue.