obsession

ive loved you, with all my heart i do. to me, loving you was like an obsession. macam nak dapat no 1 masa darjah 3 dulu. i want it so badly, so so bad that i hated nana who end up with #1 that time. my dad says that if i placed first in exam, he'll take us to the zoo. i like zoo. i wanna go to zoo. little did i realize that even when i got #2 that time, abah still brought us to the zoo. dunno why but i remember the zoo trip that time didnt make me happy, bcs i wanted #1.

its like that when im with you. youre around. youre everything i wanted in a person. youre supposed to make me happy and when ppl talk about us being together, ohh darling it feels like the world revolve only around me. but its not enough, they dont know about us. they dont know the truth im hiding. like getting #2, you being around, isnt enough. i want you mine that i hated myself now. i wish i meant something to you, like you did to me. but i wont. so now, i let you go.