Monday, June 1, 2020

Lesson learned

Hi, wow really. Hahah the last time I'm on this shit was on July 2017 - with TONS of unpublished/unfinished drafts!!! Hahaha but since this one die hard fan of mine wants it, I guess he can have it.

Really it kills me a bit re-reading all this post

P/S i love you so much, pls just be a silence fan pls, I already know that you are a fan.

So yeah, an update. I am feeling extremely content today. I’m starting this water filter business i think going on for 3 months now, with zero sale hahahah but still, I have faith and I just feel like giving up is not an option. I believe that Allah will provided me my rezeki when I really work and deserve it. I was just updating my instashop, while updating it I say this dua like make someone notice this post pls ya Allah. Three person dm me but really just noticing it. Just like my dua, before i post the instastory. Funny, but I am soooo happy. Happier if they were to buy, but that’s okay. Maybe they will and maybe they wont. I just hope that me doing this part time job will get me closer to Allah.

Also, been doing a serious room makeover since somebody turning wife soon kan. Room update now - I have a double bed in my room. Future husband can stop worrying now, he wont need to sleep on the floor anymore haha. Tidying up, I found so many pieces of myself. Bits of here and there that I have forgotten. Kinda get me sentimental. I just feel wow I had grown so much, was I this person before. Make me question myself of some decisions that I shouldn’t have taken. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Really, Allah is great. He prepared you and you didnt even realise. I want to keep this positivity pls, remind me when I’m lost. Be there with me, when I’m suffocating. Hold me, when I’m falling. And then walk with me, when I’m standing. And love me, come hell or high water.

Xx sujana


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